Destined to Drown

I lie on the bathroom floor
Forever sober
Floating in the excess words and water
These pipes take me by the throat
Drained of thoughts
And dancing with my reflections
I don’t see anyone other than me
But, my eyes are open without any air
Turn on the shower
I’m bathing in blood from self-inflected wounds
I know you’re not meant to find me
I wish I were never in the womb.